Been a While

Its been an awful long while since i wrote last.  There is way too much to write, to catch up on.  But I do know life is possibly at its best.  I know i am getting back to me bc  i have excitement for the future, for the unknown.  I dont want to plan things out, I like having things i want to do but no specific plan for them.  I like enjoying each day, and not dreading each day away.  There are certainly individuals that have helped life back to where it should be.  I think they know who they are.

I have to admit, life is easier without a male really being part of it.  I cant say my eye doesnt notice a nice face, a nice body, or an amazing personality....but truth be told, my heart cant take much more.  I am tired of the bullshit, the freakin desperation i have run into. SLOW DOWN! Take a minute to figure me out, what I, ME, ASHLEY, am about and not what I look like. Thanks. And the desperation spilling out of your mouth.....sick....not attractive at all. thanks.

For now i am enjoying building, and strengthening the relationships i have now, and getting myself together. in every way shape and form.