I'm Just a Girl

okay so the douchbaggery continues, and continues and continues. I am completely numb at moments, but really how does one react to all of this.

please I'm just a girl. I have a heart, and I want all the same things every little girl wants, love, true love. I get that this KID is a sick sick person, who will, if life works out right, get his..thank you karama. But please stop telling me "you're a strong girl." , "You deserve better than him." ,"He is a douchbag.." so on and so forth. I know I shouldn't let him get to me, I know he is a worthless piece that will some day meet his match. But i still have a heart, that hurts just like everyone elses when they get shit on. Give me five minutes to feel like shit, to a shed a tear or two because thats how I feel. I do not care if I shouldn't let him have my tears, great I know that, but you know what I AM HURTING! Maybe only for 5 minutes, but fuck allow me my 5 minutes before you start telling me to stick it too him stand up straight and don't let him get to you.

Just let me have a moment to be vulnerable...im sick of having to be tough-its too tough.