Goodness!

This week has flown by, maybe its due in part to all the drama that has been going on. Damn it, I liked when my life was without all this sh*t. The ex is back, and I do not know what to believe anymore, but what I am sure of is that my trust is shot and my heart not so good. He's going to have to work real hard to get anywhere with me-but I supposed if you want it bad enough and he loves me like he says he does he will work till I have no doubts.

Now as for girls.....some are just straight up bitches and I am sort of over that. F*ck off, and f*ck you is all I have to say to that, you dont know how to be a friend.

A week and 2 days and I am back to my island. aaaaaaahhhhh (out stretched arms) the sun, the sand, my daily life how I have missed thee. I am not sure what to expect when I get back as everything has been turned right side up and upside down again three times over, but I am ready to get back and start a new chapter in my life. Heres hopin a few of these girls stick and around bc I'm lovin them so far, and heres to hopin he is real.